Ah ha

I now know why people find faith. It's the wanting.

I need a few things to fall into place right now, and in the silence I see why the masses say, "Oh God, if only I could have this one thing..."

But because I don't believe, it's just me and my wanting. And the actions I have taken, and the plans that I have made, and the power of my drive.

Perhaps faith is simply to fill the silence...