Thursday, September 04, 2008

I'm flattered, but....

So, in March of 2007 I was "reorganised" out of my job. Six months after returning from maternity leave - nice eh? On the bright side was a considerable severance package (the way a fucktard employer says "I'm sorry - please leave quietly"); on the not-so-bright side, a lingering feeling of diminished worth.

In July of 2007 I was hired by my present employer - a friend presented my resume to her boss and told him that I was exactly what he needed. Turns out she was right. :)

This workplace has been awesome. I feel useful, professional, and valued. But, there's a catch: To the Competent go the Spoils. They are loading on responsibilities and projects like no tomorrow. And I think we're approaching the realm of "last straw". I'm meeting with my bosses tomorrow and part of that meeting we'll be discussing what they'd like me to be when I grow up. Because, awesome as I am (tongue planted firmly in cheek people), I can't be everything at the same time.

Wish me luck.....

2 comments:

Dantallion said...

so, how'd it go?

Hammy said...

Oddly enough, we're still hashing it out. I'm still overburdened with the feeling that I'm doing the bare minimum on many fronts - disappointing all including myself.

I thought I had them convinced to hire me some help, and then the financial markets tanked (we have operations in the US too) and they got gunshy.

I have another meeting next week with my two top dogs (boss and dotted-line-boss-who-is-also-founder); we're leaving with resolution or we're not leaving.

Dammit. :)